Chapter 1 - The Number He Wanted Next

He had my wrists tied high to a ceiling hook with nylon rope by the time I understood this was not going to end with another apology.
My toes could barely scrape the hardwood in our Greenwood living room. The rope bit deeper every time I twisted, and the metal fireplace poker in Cole’s hands looked heavier each time he raised it beneath the yellow light over the couch.
“One,” I whispered after the first strike.
“Louder.”
“Two.”
My eight-year-old son, Noah, was upstairs.
That was the point.
“Count louder, or I’ll wake that boy with your pain,” Cole said.
He was not raging. That was what made it worse. He was calm. Deliberate. He watched my face, adjusted his grip, and swung as if he had practiced restraint the way other people practiced golf.
The watch was on my ankle beneath my sock. Ben—my older brother—had given it to me after I finally admitted the bruises weren’t accidents. Cole always checked my wrists when he got suspicious. He never thought to look lower.
The screen was hidden, but the sensors were still recording heart rate, impact, and sudden motion. If the signal held, the data was uploading to a shared folder Ben could access.
“Three,” I said.
The poker struck my ribs hard enough to knock the air out of me. My knees gave way. The rope caught my full weight, and for a second I could not breathe at all.
“Again,” Cole said.
Blood from my split lip hit the floorboards beneath me.
“Four.”
He stepped closer. “You’re going to wake him. Then maybe he’ll finally see what happens when you make me do this.”
The sentence made no sense and perfect sense at once. He wanted Noah awake. He wanted him frightened. He wanted him to hear me count.
Then the ceiling hook jolted above my head.
Cole looked up.
So did I.
The rope jerked sharply, not from his hands but from above the plaster, and before either of us moved, the front door crashed inward.
“Police!”
Cole swung around too late. Deputies hit him from the side, the poker skidding across the rug. Another officer caught me as the rope gave way and I dropped forward into a pair of gloved arms.
Upstairs, someone shouted, “We’ve got the boy!”
I remember Ben’s voice before I remember his face.
“Mara. Stay with me.”
I tried to answer, but all that came out was a broken breath and one question.
“Noah?”
Ben’s hand closed over mine.
“He’s alive,” he said. “He was hiding in the closet.”
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Then I saw Cole pinned face-down on my living-room floor, still trying to twist toward the staircase.
And I knew this had never been about hurting me alone.