Chapter 4 - WHAT MARIA CHOSE TO BELIEVE

Maria spent eleven days in intensive care and another three weeks in the hospital.
The retained placental tissue continued receiving blood, forcing doctors to monitor her for hemorrhage, infection and organ damage. She needed help standing and became breathless after walking a few steps.
The blue cap remained in a drawer beside her bed.
Rachel visited on the twelfth day.
She stood near the door rather than taking the chair beside her mother.
Maria had lost weight. Without the swollen abdomen and hopeful posture, she looked older than sixty-six.
“I didn’t know the pregnancy was outside the uterus,” Maria said.
“You knew I didn’t consent.”
Maria looked at the blanket.
“Colin showed me your email.”
“The account he controlled.”
“It sounded like you.”
“It said you could carry one of my embryos.”
“You knew how much I missed Owen.”
“That is not consent.”
Maria’s fingers moved toward the drawer containing the cap.
“I thought once you saw the baby—”
“You thought I would become grateful after you made the decision impossible to reverse.”
Maria began crying.
“I wanted something good to come from what happened.”
“Owen was not a failed draft.”
The words stopped her.
For two years, Maria had preserved his bedroom exactly as he left it. Bus stickers remained on the dresser. A pair of rain boots sat by the back door.
Rachel stopped entering the house because grief there had become a rule everyone had to obey.
“I loved him,” Maria whispered.
“So did I.”
“You wanted to destroy the embryos.”
“I wanted the right to decide.”
Maria finally admitted the entire sequence.
Colin contacted her eight months after the separation. He said Rachel planned to donate the embryos to research as soon as the divorce ended. He showed Maria the forged email and proposed an arrangement that would “keep Owen’s family alive.”
Maria knew the original clinic required Rachel’s direct consent.
Colin found New Horizons, which arranged treatment through a clinic with weaker verification procedures. Maria supplied Rachel’s expired license and copied her signature from a holiday-card mailing list.
“You forged my name yourself.”
“Colin said the email proved permission.”
“Then why did you need a forgery?”
Maria closed her eyes.
That was the question she had avoided from the beginning.
“Because permission given privately would not satisfy the clinic.”
“And because you knew I would deny it publicly.”
“Yes.”
Maria had not been deceived about Rachel’s consent.
She had been deceived about everything Colin intended afterward.
He told her she could raise the baby in Worthington. He described the child as a late son and promised Rachel would eventually accept him as a brother.
He never told Maria about the trust.
He never said he planned to establish paternity or claim custody.
“Did you ask why he paid seventy thousand dollars?” Rachel said.
“He said he wanted his child protected.”
“Did you ask why he called the embryo a beneficiary?”
Maria looked toward the window.
“I told myself that was how financial planners spoke.”
Rachel laughed once, without humor.
Her mother had been a librarian for thirty-four years. She had taught children to examine sources, compare versions and notice when a narrator wanted something.
She had abandoned every one of those habits when the lie offered her Owen’s face.
Dana’s subpoenas uncovered an important document while Maria was still hospitalized.
Six months before the transfer, Colin had asked the Collins Family Trust whether a child born through surrogacy would qualify as Rachel’s biological descendant.
The trustee replied that eligibility would depend on genetic parentage and a court-recognized parent-child relationship.
Colin then retained a family-law firm to prepare:
A prebirth paternity petition.
A proposed guardianship plan.
An affidavit describing Maria as an elderly gestational carrier who had agreed to surrender the child.
Maria read the affidavit from her hospital bed.
“I never agreed to surrender him.”
“You were never supposed to raise him,” Rachel said.
The affidavit claimed Maria had a history of confusion and had required Colin to manage her medical and financial decisions during pregnancy.
He planned to portray the same secrecy he demanded as evidence that she was incapable of parenting.
“He said we would bring the baby home together,” Maria whispered.
“Which home?”
Maria had never asked.
Colin intended to establish himself as the child’s legal father immediately after birth. Rachel would be listed as the genetic mother, but his petition argued that her refusal to consent proved abandonment.
Maria would become the unstable carrier.
Rachel would become the rejecting mother.
Colin would become the only willing parent.
The plan required a living child.
That was why the second embryo remained “in reserve.”
Dana entered the room with an update from New Horizons.
The second embryo had not been transferred.
It was being stored at a private clinic in Ontario under an account created by Colin.
“Can they release it?” Rachel asked.
“They’ve placed an emergency hold. But Colin has filed documents claiming sole disposition authority.”
Maria reached for Rachel.
“Stop him.”
Rachel stepped back.
“You helped him get this far.”
“I’ll tell anyone what I did.”
“That could mean criminal charges.”
Maria looked at the incision beneath her hospital gown.
“I know.”
“And it won’t bring the fetus back.”
“I know.”
“It won’t make me trust you.”
Maria’s hand fell onto the blanket.
“I know that too.”
Rachel left with the guardianship affidavit in her bag.
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For the first time, Maria’s cooperation could not purchase forgiveness.
It could only prevent Colin from using the second embryo.